dilema

5.30am

All of a sudden i don’t feel like working… i just feel that i should take the time to study instead… but i already told the HOtel i can work next week… i don’t know… i do kind of need to cash… the weight of Poly has become heavier overnight…. I have already cut short my work weeks by a weeks…. i was suppose to work for 3 weeks but i cut it to 2… if i cut it to one it’s kinda of point right?

But my studies are important and I need to do well for them… in the end, I think da and i will stop work around the same time… myabe just after christmas… then i can start studying extra early and spend some time with da… need the time together.

It’s amazing how much we see each other but still miss each other. *sigh*

Have pics of the dinner for lindajie’s bday… haha…. so cute.. will post them up later on…

why do i stress myself like that……… i’m going crazy…