WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy

tired….

no yoga today….
so sad….

was super tired in school today….
Ma Bel and Prawn had their BD presentation today….
had fun shooting them…
haha…. but they’re gonna kill my group on Thursday….

Hee… went for TMA and while sitting in class I remembered I had forgotten to give Yayun the 4 addresses for ASCM!!!!!!

I needed to give her 4 people’s address living in the…. erm…. west??? The amk mrt line…. and i didn’t give it to her!!!!!!! Was suppose to like 3 days ago…. felt soooo bad. So I started smsing Bu and Monkey for their adds…. luckily I had 2 people sitting next to me who lived in that area. So I quickly wrote down the adds n gave it to Yayun….

Actually, I don’t really know what they’re for…. all i know is that… erm… we’re just using them for viewing purposes. Haha… I know I could fake the adds…. but unfortunately, I don’t know how to fake addresses….

so dead so dead so dead…… BD’s on Thursday and nothing is done…. ok some things are done but there are tones of things that aren’t…!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!

Got an interview on Wed for the US trip in Sept….. hee…. keeping my fingers crossed…

have late nights planned out from Friday till Monday…. die….. ah!!!!!!! Clubbing…. mahjong…. pubbing…. shit!!!!

Yay! Got photos from monkey….. thank you….
Bu lau…. you can take them from my facebook or here…

I don’t think I ever wanna know…
so you can forget it…..
don’t have to write it down….
I’m tired of knowing…
besides…. it won’t do me any good knowing…
would it?
I just wanna live my life and move on….
I don’t want this in my life anymore….

I just want to scream at you…
forget you…
hate you…
sick and tired of letting u get the best of me….

love u so very much bu… my dearest angel!
thank u so much monkey *hugs*
hugs & thanks to the biggest bitch in my life… hee…
yes, u sherwin… u’re worst than any girl I know!
Sorry to put u guys through so much rubbish…

party!

4 hours of sleep is not enough!

Met Ball n Bu for dinner at PS last night….
walked ard town while waiting for Zeteng….
there was a party at Emily Hill…
the place was at the end of a road…
scared Bu to shit….
so dark…
so quiet…
haha….

headed down to MOS after….
have to admit…. saturday nights are good…
FUN!
darling gorgeous shiying… thank you!
partied till about 4am….
think we might actually be going back down next Saturday after Zeteng comes home….
don’t mind….! hee….

got 2 cuts on my right hand from last night…
one I got on my thumb from opening light sticks…
lol… yeah i know, stupid right…
hurts man… n it won’t close…
the other on my knuckle… eh… no idea where it came from…
hahahaha…….

the weeks recap….

weekend!!!!!! N 1 more week of school before the holidays!!!! Yay!!

OK lets recap the week… erm…. if I can even remember….

went to see yangyang on Wednesday night! Went to Bu’s friend’s place, JiaAn, at Simei. She’s grown!!!!!!!! DUH….. I know. OK, not like BIG or anything but compared to the size that she was 2 years ago, she’s totally grown up!

Sadly, she’s still very skiddish… she reminds me of cookie. Barks at people and runs away. The funniest thing is…. she’s chocolate brown! She use to be cream coloured… but now she’s tanned! Haha… but very pretty. Her tails curled up and she had an ear op. So one ear is standing while the other is down. Was really happy to see her… gotta take the pics of her man…

Had to go to school last minute on Thursday…. stupid BD project is annoying! Anyway, went for DimSum at Geylang with Zeteng. Stupid! She kept telling Bu and I that she wanted to go eat geylang’s dimsum and then….. she ordered century egg porridge. Couldn’t finish it some more… *sigh*….

Poor girl, doesn’t know how to walk…. we walked back to the mrt station n on the way walking pass a bus stop she stripped and twisted her ankle… got to the mrt station and while waiting for the train… she twisted it again… while just standing. Don’t know if she can still go for her comp in Taiwan.

Yesterday after Yoga, I went to meet the boys and Kitty… was kinda hungry…. so hubby took us to DingTaiFung…. Wahahahaha….. he paid! He owed me money anyway… I had just spent $100+++++++++ earlier that day cause of SOMEONE! But no worries… I will get back my money anyway. I WILL….. they can’t run away. Anyways…. was super satisfied…. how can anyone not be! Haha… yam bun…. dumplings with tons of vinegar!

Going Phuture tonight…. at least I think so lah…. zeteng’s got a sprained ankle… don’t know how she wants to go out clubbing with that.

Where’s my dempsey huh…. huh huh huh huh!?!?

trying… trying to move on…
but i feel that i’m being pulled back…
spare me… pls…
stop thinking I’m fine…
cause I’m not…

Forgiven

This song just breaks my heart…..

Within Temptation - Forgiven
Couldn´t save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Time has passed you by

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that´s done´s forgiven
You´ll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that´s done´s forgiven

my mind is my personal hell….

Within Temptation - All I Need

I´m dying to catch my breath
Oh why don´t I ever learn?
I´ve lost all my trust,
though I´ve surely tried to turn it around

Give me something I can believe
Don´t tear it down, what´s left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place

ebuddy n sms sessions

Ok, I am officially bored outta my mind….. sitting in the comp lab reading up and talking to Jarad… so I decided…. to let everyone see what we talk about…. just for the heck of it….

Jarad says :EH NO EBUDDY PLZ

I say: lol HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jarad says: ur not in class?

I say: do u see me in class?????

Jarad says: i din really look into ur class

Jarad says: but i can feel that u arent there

I say: lol

I say: so smart

Jarad says: so u at library alone emoing?

I say: yup with mabel

Jarad says: LOl

Jarad says: viwawa!

I say: no lah

I say: i am not playing with my wawa

I say: but some girls in the lab r

I say: making sooooooo much noise!

Jarad says: lol

Jarad says: go slap them la

Jarad says: or sit on them

I say: they are playing wahjong with each other lah…..

I say: then make so much noise when they throw card

Jarad says: haha

Jarad says: are they hot?

I say: EeeeeeeeeeeeeeWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwww

I say: NOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Jarad says: then im not really interested haha u can go ask mabel sit on them

I say: mabel ask u to go n die

I say: lol

Jarad says: sit on them… not me

I say: no she is going to sit on u later

Jarad says: NOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I say: she will flatten you with no much might….

I say: she doesn’t need a lot to flatten u

Jarad says: U BOTH DONT NEED ALOT TO FLATTEN ME

I say: OEI!!!!!!

Jarad says: in fact u all dont need alot to flatten anyone

Jarad says: hehe

I say: shut up and DIE

Jarad says: haha

BD…. SMS Session…
Mind you…. shaun and I were just across the room from each other….
and this conversation was done weeks ago….
surprisingly i can still remember it well….

Shaun:Hi alicia I’m bored lol

Me: Go molest the girl next to you….

Shaun: Lol her boyfriend will rape me then I’m screwed hahahaha.

Me: Why would the boyfriend wanna rape you?

Shaun: Haha. Cause i’m prettier than her, Lol =) i’m kidding. I’m not even sure of that. Super bored.

Me: Try paying attention… might be fun

Shaun: She’s super boring. Barfing seems more fun than this. =) Tell Ricky I said hi. Haha….

Me: I want to kill her……

Shaun: Holy Crap she can’t even be bothered that we are talking and not giving a Crap about her. She’s super lousy.

Me: My god….. I can’t stand BenJr…. he won’t shut up! I wanna kill him….

Shaun:Get a javalin from the sports hall and lets backstab him.