the relationship is built on lies…
years & years of lies…
too late…
too much…

they never listen…
they only hear….
they don’t talk to u…
they talk down at u…
their decisions r my decisions….
i have none of my own…
try as i might to break through…
shackled…
locked…
the only way to have that minute of freedom…
to have my sanctuary…..
my escape…
the lies leave the doors ajar…

if there was one sin i poses….
it is ENVY…
i envy them….
i have them all around me…