sigh

WoHOOOOO!!!!
just finished the special episode for Hana kimi….
oh man…. missed my jdramas….
oguri shun!!!!!
absolute hottie….
sigh…..
aching to rewatch ‘Liar Game’…
it’s one of the best shows EVER….
minus the annoying character….

had dinner with prawn n ricky at soup spoon!!!
yums….

ugh…. LIT tmr…..
crap….. 
bitch feast… 

addicted to The Cab….
it’s my current high….

but my favourite drug’s……

Though my edge is maybe rough
I never feel I’m quite enough
And it may not seem like very much
But I’m yours.

public holiday

oh…. all that food…. 

 

feeling like a walrus….
stomach’s been shit for the last day….
had chompchomp last night….
was sooo nice…
so much better than Newton…

mahjong was pretty good too….
ended damn early though…
started at like 8plus and ended at like midnight or something….
felt hungry and ordered MAC delivery…..
watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix on HBO….
found a bottle of Tequila…. but the brown in colour liquid…
tasted like crap….
I’ll stick to the transparent one…
prawn had like 8 shots….
went all high…
which was funny…. therefore a source of entertainment…
haha…

mistake leaving my aircon on the whole day…
barely working last night and I wanted to die of heat….

 awesome…. got a whole shit load of music….
prawn gave me like 6 albums….
new music to occupy my pink baby…
plus he was uberly nice enough to put in movies….
‘Forgetting Sarah Marshell’!!!!!! WOOHO! 

had breakfast/lunch at cafe cartel today…
came home…. and went to sleep….
until now…. 8.50pm…
a quiet and peaceful public holiday…
haven’t had a day like this is quite some time….

man…. i should upload all the videos I have……

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

hope is a beings’ elixir…
it’s my sin… 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

invidia

HOOTERS….SHOPPING

school is still boring…
LIT tutor is annoying the shit outta me….  
she should be teaching primary or secondary students…. 
skipped CSB…. bloody shit…. felt soooo guilty….
the tutor saw us in FC6 after class and still came up to us to tell us what he taught…
GUILTY………. 
it’ll be almost impossible to skip his lesson again….
other then that school has been uneventful…

finally got my camera fixed….
WoOPI!!!
went to bugis on monday with poodle n prawn…
got me some fake lashes….
at last!!!!
but i still don’t know how to use em…
hahaha

ahhh….. the hassle free life of being 21 and above…
age limits are no longer a worry…
my horrorton date with Kitty has been ruined by the label R21….
damn the ratings… 

strawberry mushmallows from MUJI…. yums..

Friday….
had dinner at BK…
then went to mindcafe…
walked to clarke quay…
had supper/drinks at HOOTERS….
highness…
had to make sure everyone got home safe and sound…
home at like 3am or something….
i don’t get why people think i’m good at drinks…
drinking… ordering… blah blah blah….
it’s called…. watch…. listen…. ask…..

 

 

Saturday…
wedding… then roaming town with sherwin
mummy!!!!!
so you know what that means….
the yearly shopping trip….
got me a wallet…. BRAUN BUFFEL…..
yeah i know…
i stood there contemplating whether i should get it or not…
then mummy goes… “I’m paying ah… so if later on you want it, I won’t be paying…”
ahhhhhhh……..
I later refused to look at the bags at Taka….. OG is my way to go….
stopped by MAC to top up my supplies…
mum did some shopping of her own…
CLARINS…. i got lip gloss from there…
At long last I got the kind i’ve been looking for!!!!!!!
2 bags at OG…. shared between us… hahaha
dinner at the HongKong rest.
it’s the norm to go there with my mum….
no clothes…. it’ll take me a whole day itself to look at clothes….
and these days I always get my own on my own…
AND i pay for my own clothes…..

Sunday
home…. then chompchomp with ricky etc….
and then…. TADA!!!
MAHJONG….

tmr’s a public holiday… EXCELLENT!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

avaritia

pissing

another week of school…
brings a truckload of annoyance and flaming rage…
ok rage is too strong…
but i’m getting pissed by the hour…

so i have a high tolerance for irritants…
insults of sort…
insensitivity even…
and egocentric morons…
but put that all together n drop the load on me
and even the roaches in the sewers will not be able to survive this coming of day…

*breathe*

jealousy rears its ugly head…
u may not know it…
u may not be aware of it…
but guess what…
someone does…
may not be everyone…
but someone…

had a chat with bu…
apparently i’ve made it easy for people ard me to read certain aspects of my mood…
mainly speaking…
the unpleasant side of me…
if i’m pissed… u’ll def knw…
if i don’t like u…. u’ll def knw…
there isn’t a way u’ll be able to get ard it if i don’t like u…
i make it crystal clear to people i don’t like…
so much so…. being friends will be like trying to swallow a bowl of sand…
painful….
difficult….
unnecessary….
and almost impossible….

and i only tell a few why i’m pissed….
it’s usually not what a lot of people think…
the ignorance and oblivious minds of many still keep me in awe…
insensitivity of others deters me…
the arrogance and denial of a immature life eats away the patience…

*sigh*
the words of one weighs heavily on the shoulders of others….

if it’s one thing i’ve learnt is that people on the outside
can see things more clearly than the one on the inside….
if u’ve made a choice…
stand by it…
believe in it…
if u’re not gonna believe in it…
then don’t do it….
the opinons of ignorant insensitive people shld not be the judge of ur actions…
together with a confused mind
and a stubborn mule…
u get…
well a really cornered and glued organisim…
ok i think all that i’ve just said didn’t make any sense….
ramblings of a really pissed off bitch….
uh huh….
still trying to work out some of my own issues…
hee…

i had to change my msn nick…. cause apparently, someone finds it too scary….
wth…
so it went from:
‘i give you a yard…. u bite off a mile… to hell with torerance… give me a reason… & i’ll show u what a bitch is…’
not a lot of people have had the pleasure of seeing me be a bitch…
i like to keep that part of me bottled up…
plus it takes waaaaaaaaaaaay too much energy…
right so it’s been change to:
‘I will give you an earload till u rip ur own ears off n bitch slap u so hard it’ll knock u silly if u ever turn out to be an egocentric insensitve self-indulgent player’‘
the one on my msn nick was shortened…. too long… hahaha….
this one came out of one of my conversations…
which i actually kinda like… hee…

*sigh*

thank goodness for some of the people in my life that keep me sane…….
insanity is on the brim…

Bangkok…. School

It’s been a long time….

School has finally started!!!!

Right so my last week of the holidays…. went by fast….
made a last min decision to take a trip to Bangkok with Daddy…

stayed for like 3 to 4 days??
left on Thursday and came back on Sunday… just in time for the gathering at Danial’s place….
had dinner there and then we all just hung out till like 10pm…. school the next day!! First day!

shopping in Bangkok is gooooooood….
cheap…………..
just that it’s def a place for friends to go together….
food was good….
i don’t need to do anymore shopping in sg for maybe months….
with all that I did in the US and Thailand… I’ve done enough…
went out with prawn last week before my Thailand trip…. only did window shopping…
i dare not think anything else… WINDOW shopping….
ramen…….. yums….
then we caught ‘House Bunny’…..
FUNNY!!!!!!
now i want my horror movies!!
it’s OCTOBER!!!!!!!!
hee…. KITTY TAN…. my horror freak friend…

back in school and my timetable’s pretty slack…
Monday - 11am to 5pm…. with a 2 hour break
Tuesday - 8am to 5pm…. with a 3 hour break
Wednesday - 9am to 3pm…. with an hour break
Thursday - 8am to 5pm… with a 5hour break
Friday - 1pm to 3pm…. no break

despite ending at 5pm on most days my break takes up half the time….
i’m trying to rearrange my timetable so that I can have Tuesdays OFF!!!
*praying*
but so far lessons been pretty boring…
since it’s the first week of school every class ends early…
and I have to say… I dislike new teachers…
new as in like… first time teaching kinda new….
they’re so stiff…
ugh… now every wednesday we’ve gotta make sure we’re dressed properly…
bloody law tutor….

got some post US trip briefing this Thursday after school and on Friday the US peeps r celebrating a birthday….yoga on the weekends…. busy………. loving it though….

went out with mabel, jerm and shaun yesterdy after school…. man… haven’t been out with them in such a long time… been abandoning my 03ers…. miss them…. mahjong…. MAHJONG!!!!!!!

finally went to send my darling cam for servicing today….. gonna take a week to fix or something… ugh…

there’s that awfully long break tmr but we’ve already pretty much got things planned out to do…. hopefully everything works out with the timetable…

okie… so i am soooooooo back on my photos….

CHALET….

DANIAL’S HSE

WOHO!!! The missing link in my blog……… FOOOOOOOOOOD…….
YES!!! The foooood is BAAAAAAACCCCCCK………..

ok so some of u might know… I have a fetish for airline food… wahahahaha
yeah…….. well….

My food on the way there….

ICE CREAM!!!! Hagen Daz!!!!!!!!!!!
I have to admit….Cathy Pacific’s food’s not bad….
ALOT better than NW…

my food on the way home…

noooow….. food in Thailand….
no wait…. the room!

Breakfast @ the hotel

for a 3 star hotel… the breakfast was damn yums!!!!!!
the room was nice and we were on the pool floor!!!!
$44 sg a night….
cheap with good food…… excellent….
so wanna stay there again…

the shopping mall

Fooood….

damn i love their fried rice….
had it like everyday….

omg….. the fish……………………
no words to describe it….
*drools*

the reason for going to Thailand…
i had to try it from it’s hometown…

had loads of time… so went to catch the cabaret…
the hotel has shows n all….
it was… interesting…
very interesting…

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u’re just another passing phase in my life…..
not worth putting effort…
not worth being upset about…
not worth…

i’d walk a thousand miles to forget….
walk on fire if it wld take my pain away…
sleep in deepest ocean if it cld freeze my heart…
but it wouldn’t… would it….
i shld have kept that distance….
i shld have known….

more time with the US peeps

soooo cute right!!!!
too bad bu didn’t bring her ipod…. 2 red ipods….
n our bikinis were the same colour too!!!!!!
thank goodness, she didn’t get me the red crumpler….
it wld have been too disgusting….

 
Palawan on the Tuesday Bu n i went…. *sigh*….
where’s the sun when u want it…

SUPERDOG…..
can’t beat the US but… it’s good enough….

 

back from my US chalet….

ya ya…. been spending loads of time with them since i came back…. like i’ve barely gotten to meet my other friends since then…. 

the bloody kampong hut is damn small!!!!!! got pictures of it…. actually i have loads of pics I haven’t uploaded but since i’ve been using the mac i’ve been uberly lazy to post pics, cause it doesn’t have a memory card slot. uh huh…. so sorry… so my usual posts with food is like… gone…

anyways… chalet was pretty fun…. as usual with them there’s loads of entertainment…. even at some people’s own expense… hee… watching some people drink when they cannot drink is hilarious…. and spending time with the US people is really making me feel damn old!!! 

spent the second day at the pool and got meself a tan!!!! WOOOhoOOO!!! finally…… 

tsk tsk…. the guys decided to act macho n not put any sun block or sun tanning lotion…. spent 4 hours in the pool…. and they got burnt…. LOL…. so I went home in the evening to collect some alcohol and aloe gel…. *sigh*….. my full bottle went to half a bottle….

barely ate during the BBQ…. uberly upset…..i didn’t get to eat my stingray….. ahhhhh!!!!!

right so just came home from queensway…. had dinner with chingching n tajkra…. prata and Ikea meat balls!!!! OooOoo…..

i’ve gotten to see my timetable for next sem….. OMG……. i only have like 1 lecture in an MLT….. everything else seems to be a tutorial or single class lect…. how to skip class like that!?!??! hahahahaha…… and I have like a 3 hour break on Tuesday and a 5 hour break on Thursday…. then Friday one class in the middle of nowhere… AGAIN!!! what nonsense is that!?!??! but they say it’s subjected to change so they better make some changes man…. 

bowling tmr…. hee………… talk about uberly long…. haven’t bowled in years lah!!!