rebecca at the well
i hate neighbours…
when they renovate and decide to wake the whole block….
hate waking up before I can…
weekday mornings now are absolute mood spoilers….
waking up every morning grouchy….
the sound of drills are giving me a startling wake up call…..
the family below/above us…. can’t tell which since it’s surround sound in here… are still having constructions…
need to head to the pub at Katong later in the evening….
helping auntie maggie with some CPF thing… today & tmr…
which is fine since it gives me something to do for the next 2 days….
been doing nothing but applications and catching up on all the missed shows….
but as of last night….
I have nothing to watch!!!
Grey’s S04 is currently still in progress….
I have to get CM S04 episode by episode….
Think I shld finally get down to watching GG…
And I shld try DollHouse but that’s episode by episode too…
& it’s killer waiting for shows like that….
oh… right…. need to get down to FTT….
got an ear-full from ash the other day for skipping FTT….
ahhhhh…..
FREAK!! I forgot my login ID & PW….
screwed man…….
troublesome!!!!!!
have to renew my stupid membership at ubi…. $5…. ugh
but i got my test date…. and it’s this month!!!!
dieeeeeee…..
but yes…. i will go for it…
and yes… I will study for it…
been listening to ‘Year of the Gentlemen’….
love the album….
but I need to find another soon…
yayyyy…… finally got to replace my lost shot glasses….
thanks ash
We cross our bridges when we come to them
And burn them behind us
With nothing to show for our progress
except the memory of the smell of smoke,
and a presumption that once that our eyes watered
-Tom Stoppard-
waiting
What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower;
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind.
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weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
had lunch at SUBWAY in centerpoint with Ash & Vans…
then headed to OG starbucks cause prefect’s place was full….
studied SATs for like a couple of hours…
Got to see monkey for a while,
before she had to head off to doc. someone….
but it was good to see her…
right so news about my atrocious mandarin has reached many ears……
I can speak it…
I just don’t… cause it’s seriously half baked
and my nick names just keeeeeeeps on growing…..
had din din at the HK Cafe with Jasmine and Brendon…
some how cini looked very different tonight….
got blisters from my new dorothy shoes…
4 toes and and back of my left ankle…
toes are fine but the back ankle is starting to hurt…
oh wells….
more SATs revision tmr with CY…
my STATS tutor would worked a miracle 1 to 2 years back…
Dinner at Carnivore with the US peeps in 2 weeks!!
Before the Yr2s & Yr3s start school….
i wanna say it… ohhhh i’m tempted to… but it’s a little mean/blunt/straight forward… besides, I won’t or I try not to unless I’m asked.
4.12am
i think i know where all my sadist thoughts come from…. and as ash puts it…. I have no emotion nor reaction to anything. apparently I lack facial expression. hahahaha. or at least I control it well enough. well… actually i can only explain the last couple of years worth. Watching countless amounts of shows filled with decapitation, cannibalism, sadists, basically any show with murder, torture, blood, gore & crazy people.
I just had an abundance of ‘Criminal Mind’ episodes in one night… a little too much for tonight actually.
hmmm…. although all that doesn’t explain my putting the finger through the fan when I was 7. Hahaha…. yes, I stuck my index finger through a fan once…. a fan that was turned on. Just because. and I’ve been very kind to share that with my friends. And apparently, my sister still remembers it too….. not to mention the time I jammed a pen through her forehead. Yes, I do feel bad about it. So don’t think for a minute I don’t feel remorse. Still…. Disturbing ain’t I? I still haven’t openly shared with everyone why I have refused to learn driving over the last 6 years but yes, I am going to. Eventually.
yes yes…. this is all random…. just felt like it
ughhh…… i’m tired…. but I can’t slp….. listening to ‘Lifehouse - Broken’….. all time favourite….
SLEEP TIME!
It was good to see the peeps again….
Been like a month since I saw them.
Dinner was suppose to be at Crystal Jade…
But Mister Organizer changed last minute to…. eh… ‘Japanese Gourmet Town’
Tonight’s dinner was organized by CY which is a big thing since he doesn’t do this…. at all…
haha…
It’s suppose to be a combination of Ajisan and some other jap rest.
Food was fine but the company was better….
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After dinner we went to Pacific Coffee Club for drinks….
and to play Scrabble…. hahaha… yes….
Ricky had my Scrabble to I got him to bring it for me….
awesome…..
playing scrabble on the large sofa at the balcony area….
it became hot after a while but none the less, fun.
Max 4 players so there were 8 of us…
teamed up…
Ricky + CY… Mama + Shengyuan… Kitty + Jem…. Mabel + I
Mabel & I came in 2nd!!!!!! wahahaha….
never expected that….
we’re now trying to meet up every other week if we can….
before the guys move off to the army…
next week wednesday… SP!!!
hahaha….
yup…. swimming….
WOHO!!
and this time like all of us wld be there!!!!!!!
Hopefully…. unless someone backs out last min..
HAPPY!
tmr SAT revision day with ash & vans…
‘CRIMINAL MINDS Season 3′ is now to keep me occupied….
some times I wished I never knew what it felt like to be loved…. to love someone. then at least in times to come I would not pun for it. I would understand the feeling of loneliness and lost.
my room’s CLEEEAAAAAAANNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!
CLEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I TELL YOU!!
Hahahaha……
changed the sheets…
vacuumed the floor….
used that japanese floor cleaning thingy…. twice….
arranged all my crap….
put my sister’s left over clothes into the that vacuumed packed bags….
today was pretty good…
slacked at home…
FINALLY got to send out my SIM & submit my Griffith Uni applications.
Need to find an AXS machine to pay up for my SMU application…
might not do that even, since they don’t have the course I want.
a couple more UNIs to go….
more money flying out the window…
anyways….
spent the day with the sister & sebastian watching the reminding ‘Firefly’ episodes….
even got to catch ‘Serenity’ before she left….
Love love love JOSS WHEDON….
I’d cry the day he falls…
I finally got the plugs and wires to watch shows from the MAC to my tele….
WOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the resolution is awesome….
everything is just awesome…..
AWESOME I TELL YOU!
LOL….
hmmm….
in one and a half hours my sister will be flying off…
BYE BYE!
*MUAKZ*
so right… tmr dinner with the 03′06 peeps at vivo….
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Just came home from Cathay…
missed Malaysia dinner with the family…
met ash & vans for SAT revision at Cathay Starbucks…
Did 3 Chapters….!!
Yay!!
Another revision session this Saturday….
Went to watch movie after at 9.30pm…
Think you can see for yourself what movie it was….
Ash’s friend Jasmine joined us…
Movie was not bad….
Kinda like ‘Bride Wars’…..
A total chick flick….
One that you can guess the ending…
A movie you’d wanna watch just to relax, laugh and have fun….
So the sis is leaving tmr night….
Her flight’s on Friday morning…. like 2 freaking AM!
*sigh*…..
maybe we can squeeze in some ‘Firefly’ episodes tmr before she leaves
had to go to SP this afternoon to get the letter stating that I will be graduating…
man…. applying for UNI is not simple…
darn troublesome…
oh well….
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after this time, you’re still the same person…. some times change is good… some times change in bad…. In this case… change would be good. You’ve been stuck in a loop for too long… doing the same things over and over again. You never gave yourself time or made effort to learn. You made so many mistake and learned nothing from them. I say one thing here and say another there. I’m starting to wonder if you did the same thing… said the same things over those 3 years. No wait. I know you did. I am happy it’s over. Cause over the course of time… I have never been happier. You talk about “Friends”…. A friend is someone I can trust… trust to tell me the truth when I ask for it or when I need it. Trust to be there for me when I need them. Trust to love me for who I am…. no matter what I did… what I do. Trust to catch me when I fall. Trust to give me a good thrashing when I most deserve it. All of which, I cannot do with you. With all honesty… I would not want to see you until you start acting your age…. until you finally get yourself out of the whirlwind you are in. You may still be in my life… but you’re not my life. Not any more…
it’s not where we go….
it’s how we get there…
my new ballet shoes….
specially posted for ms wong…
super red right???????
normally I wouldn’t have bought something like this but bu was pretty convincing…
I mean they do look nice….
I just don’t think I’ll be wearing them out often….
matching would drive me insane…
so i’ve filled up the applications for SIM…
i just need to write a cheque and send it out…
need to do all that this week…
haven’t gotten done to the AU and US unis yet….
my sis was nice enough to compile a list of AU Uni for me so all i have to do is get my hands on the application and send it out….
Curtin, Monash, Deakin, RMIT, QUT & Griffith
I haven’t gotten down to narrowing my US ones yet….
applying for schools is very troublesome…
*sigh*…. ahhhh…..
I have some plans lad out already for April…
Tuesday - BodyCombat @ 8pm
Saturday - SAT revision with Ash & Vans
Sunday - Math revision with CY
Initially I wanted to keep Sundays open for Sherwin but it’s the only day CY’s free to help me out….
and I do need all the help I can get….
Well other then those I’m as free as a bird….
3 days left….
in 3 days, my sister’s going home….
after which I’ll be the only child again till next year…
feels good to have my jie back home for the couple of weeks….
I guess having her move thousands of miles away makes me appreciate the little time I have with her when she’s visiting….
