munchies…

pure sanctification…

headed down to CCK to bring lunch to Jas on Sunday….
(apparently, she finds it very sweet…. don’t know… don’t really think abt it)
deprived of home cooked food….
lunch on the roof top was nice…
if only Hougang & Koven has something like that…
saw this poor aunty eating alone…
ok not really alone, she was one the phone while eating…
but still….
went to the library cause she had to get some work done…
lucky i brought my A.R with me to read….

Had my second try at Chippy’s….
first time was with Prawn & Smelly turtle….
that hot dog with potato thing…. yuck….
not to my liking…
but this time I tried the fish…
& she asked her friend, beishi to put more vinegar…
waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh……………………..
absolute yumminess…..
super nicceeee…..
& sooooo much fish & free flow of vinegar…..

This is for my beloved sisters living miles and miles away….
You know I love you
& therefore love torturing you….
I was just BORN to do this to you…

mum bought 5 crabs to make the meatballs….
waaaahhh…….
she marinated the pork & mushrooms overnight….

this is how it ends up…
doesn’t look much…
but trust me…
it’s to die for…..
damn yums….

the pot of cabbage rice…
waaah….
indescrible….

dinner with the guys (ricky, jeremy & mama) & ash at my place…..
mum cooked the cabbage rice on my request
& the crab mushroom meatballs….
heaven….
it’s been a long time since I had home cooked food as well….
fantastic thing about mummy is that she is more than willing to cook if I asked….
catching up with the guys couldn’t come sooner….
ricky’s turned soooo dark…..
both him & mama have kinda lost a little bit of weight….
feels damn good to see them after so many weeks!!!!

had pics of ricky & mama but they said not to post it up…
or else everyone will see
& the suspense of their baldness will be gone…
hahaha

Jas didn’t come till like midnight….
dinner (again), Osen, Criminal Minds….

The breakfast table from ash & vans is SUPER useful!!!!!
Jas ordered Mac breakfast in the morning….
waited till ash got up before chow down….
I think Jas loves my home…
well actually Daddy’s office…
photocopier… fax machine…. printer….
excellent home office right…
it has like literally everything….

ash looks like a caterpillar all wrapped up in her cocoon!!!!
damn cute!

Left for Harbor Front at like 1plus to catch Transformers & collect Jie’s camera….

It wasn’t mind blowing….
sadly….
it was good…
just not….
THAT good…
but still…
for a sequel it’s better than others….

BC tmr with Sa…
Yay!!
I need it…
and this time…
I’ll be staying in there….

Dinner at Katong on Wednesday at the Pub…
they’re celebrating their….. 2nd yr anni???
I think…
haha…

My stuff from the US are suppose to come in this week…
uber excited…
My UOF watch!!!!!!!

a day or maybe 2 days break from my sweet….
need to spend some time home anyways….
sigh….
oh and NO MORE CABBING….

I could get use to waking up to the sight of u

awesome second half

and it’s all because of you….
and seeing/catching up with all my loves…

Damn good Friday….
met Vans to go buy John’s present before diner with Ash @ Sushi Tei….
I’m eyeing on agnes b. items….
all I need is my hot babe to pull through for me… hee…
met up with BW, Danial & Vans friend before heading to the place….
pretty cool… John rented an apartment…
had poisonous sandwiches… cold nuggets & almost no drinks…
hahaha….

HAPPY 21ST JOHN!!!

left early cause I had to drop by PS to give Jas the tix to WWW
(and now apparently, I’m a ticketing machine…*sigh*…...)
before going to REBEL with zhuwen, longseng, lizi & donald….
all ash’s friends…
but a damn funny bunch….
zhuwen offered to tutor me chinese…
die…
I think he’ll just end up calling ash to tell her I’m a hopeless case…

never been to REBEL…
only had Ash rave about it….
and she had reason to…
the place was pretty awesome…
good music…
drinks weren’t bad either….
makes it even more awesome when the company was good.
Ash’s aim for the night…
‘Drink till you drop…’….
Started off with a Tequila shot…
ahh…HAPPY!
then we opened a Chivas bottle…
finished the whole thing within like an hour or less….
Don’t think I’ve had so much to drink before…
But surprisingly I didn’t get crazy wasted…
all i had was a swirling head & the constant boom boom in my ears…

Black’s the uniform….

got home in one piece….
you called even though you were tired & was sleeping… *hugs*

Mum’s cooking a feast…..
I don’t know why….
I did ask her to cook the cabbage rice…
Miss that soo much…
adding to that, she making the crab meat balls….
But I think it’s more like she misses cooking….
Since there’s only me & pops at home,
cooking isn’t the same…
so she’s got me to call my friends over to eat….
I think it’s more of a ploy to see who I hang out with….
wahahahahahahahaha……..
JIES!! GET READY FOR A HOME-COOKED MEAL POST!
FULL OF MUMMY’S COOKING!
*MUAKZ* U KNW I LOVE U!

ahhh…. not satisfied….
dinner with Bu isn’t enough…
am taking ma ping sister out again….
shit… her bday’s coming too….
ahhhhhhhhh………

& it’s about time to meet up with daling…
he should be getting his weekends off now…
actually I just wanna see his bald head & to see if he lost any weight…
hahahahaha
meet before Jeremy goes into army!!

Meatballs here I come!!
loves…

wada

A photograph is a secret about a secret.
There more it tells you,
the less you know.
- Diane Arbus -

Who knew smoke & mirrors could make your heart skip a beat.
It would have been one of the few times I wanted time to stand still….

Dinner with Bu last night at Tomato….
wanted to go to Gelare…
but for some reason they were closed…
felt damn good to be with her…
missed her loads…
although it has only been less than a month since i last saw her.

PLAY after…
but didn’t stay long…
meh… there’s still next week…

Daddy’s coming home today…
YippY!!

Birthday thing in a few hours…
& then Dbl O with ash….

Oh and ball’s da MAN!
Love you man!!

You still have quite a few of them to meet….
you’re like a shiny new toy…

movies

Jap class is over….
No more jap classes…..

went down to Lot1 on Monday to meet Jas….
caught ‘The taking of Pelham 123′….

movie was good but the seats were sucky….
John Travolta is an excellent villain… (eg. FACE OFF)
Thanks vans for the company
Sat in Mac while waiting for Jas to finish work
and I kinda ended up embarrassing Vans….
2 guys were sitting across from us and one kept turning back and looking at us….
kinda got annoyed and said
‘If he wants to look, then just sit with his friend lah…. then he doesn’t have to keep turning.’….
and I said this like 3 times…
and each time it got a little louder…
Vans said they could hear me…
& she just kept laughing….

Tuesday….
woke up super early to spend time with you
then bused down to meet Jacelyn for lunch…
the girl’s quite funny….
thank goodness she talks a lot….
and I have to go down to that area (no idea which area I was in actually) more often…
the food’s quite tempting….

caught ‘Ghosts of Girlfriends Past’
it was a lot nicer than I expected….
damn sweet…

then went to meet Michelle & Ancherle Baptist (wahahahaha)
went to pass Michelle the DS….
since I ain’t using it anymore,
might as well lend it to someone who will….

went to eat… had to make sure Jas got fed…
and then window shopped before going for BC….
wanted to walk back from PS but she wouldn’t let me…
ughhh…..

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couldn’t wake up this morning….
I haven’t been sleeping well recently….
went to do a little shopping with vans just now…

gonna catch some shut eye after this….
Meeting ma bu tmr for dinner…
super miss her…
and then maybe PLAY after….
i wanna watch TRANSFORMERS………… 2hrs 30mins
AHHHH…..
we’ve been watching movies almost every time we meet…
we’re running out of movies to watch…
I’ve been in like a really crazy mood lately….
acting retarded and all….
which includes, embarrassing my friends and acting really stupid…
but i think the crazy week’s almost over
& by next week i shld be my normal morbid self once again.

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if i could have you around like clockwork,
i would….

And so,
all the night-tide, I lay down by the side.
Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride.
In the sepulchre there by the sea.
In her tomb by the sounding sea.
- Edgar Allen Poe -

I know what I want…
Never been one not to…

I Love You Man (JIE)!

you took all the torture I bestowed upon you
the bitings, that left bruises and teeth marks….
the pencil led I left in your head just in case you forget about me…
ok, that wasn’t the reason why I stabbed you with a pencil….
all the times, I rubbed your bruises till they turned into colours indescribable
while you screamed, kicked and cried…
I just found it amusing and laughed…

always being mistaken for the youngest one…
while I suddenly became No.2….
just cause you’re smaller than me….
despite the 4 years age gap…
it often seems like you’re the younger one….
our mannerism’s just screwed….

i love the fact that you can’t really shop for yourself
& I have to help you do it….
Love how you’re like the academically the smartest of us 3
but some how the dumbest in rest of things…
(eg. the earthquake, you thought was caused by your boyfriend/
the fact that you & jie kept insisting that your aircon was spoilt when all you had to do was just hit the ‘ON’ button manually)

I’m jealous of how you can eat like a pig
& still be so skinny….
I was annoyed at how you’d use me as an excuse
by telling the folks you were taking me out shopping
when instead you were going out on dates…
(I was in primary school)

took advantage of the fact that you were more soft spoken
and bullied you like there was no tomorrow….
yes… I am aware of that….

i know that even though I often seem annoyed…
lazy
& short tempered
when you ask me to help with medication,
i do appreciate that it’s me you asked….

after all the years,
you still put up with my constant retardation….
screams…
annoyance…
sarcasm…
spoilt behaviour….

and who would have guessed that right now
when I need an opinion,
it’d be you that I’d call first…
even though u’re live thousands of miles away…
what you think & say carries a lot of weight…
at least to me…

& it’s all because I love you too!

oh…. look… I guess I do miss you after all…

sleepless freakin nights…

3.03am

Been having sleepness nights recently….
drifting in and out of sleep….
bloody annoying…

went to woodlands this morning with Jas to buy ash porridge at crystal jade….
strawberries & yogurt…. (it was the only thing she could eat on her list)
headed down to her place…
and I was expecting like a hurricane mess in her room….
looked normal…
headed home at about noon to clean up my own room….

Met sa at HOOTERS….
Hot wings & alcohol!!!!!!
absolute heaven…..
and it was nice to talk to Sa…

Father’s Day….
lunch/dinner with folks….
& nothing else

a sudden rush of fear…
realising that I could get hurt again…

I’d welcome
a hurricane…
an atomic bomb…
7 days & 7 nights of torture…
but a broken heart,
I cannot take…

guess the only things I wanna know
is how much you want this…
& how serious you are…