I don’t know what to do…… should I? Or shouldn’t I….
It was a totally last minute thing…. got a msg from Hariz to go catch a movie. Initially, it was planned for me to watch Terminator Salvation with Ash on Monday. Very sorry. It was the only movie available and getting to meet hariz is like, super rare. I couldn’t turn it down.
Anyway, the movie was awesome. Loved it. 10X better than T3…. T2 still rules the Terminator franchise though. The quotes were all there, ‘Come with me if you wat to live’, ‘I’ll be back’….. even the Gun&Roses song playing in T2 was in T4…. and like all the Terminator movies, there was a fight scene in an Industrial setting. Linda Hamilton’s tape recordings from T1. Absolutely brings back childhood memories. Yeah…. usually childhood movies would be a little less violent and cheery…. mine are like Terminator and Transformers. Christian Bale did a pretty good…. won’t complain that they didn’t use Edward Furlong… after there being 7 John Conners. Anton Yelchin as Kyle Reese was pretty awesome…. apparently the choices for this character has always been pretty good…. Michael Biehn (T1/T2), Jonathan Jackson (SCC) & Anton Yelchin (T4).The machines were impressive…. getting to see the first T800… erm… a CGI version of Arnold was cool. I don’t know why but like T2 & T3, they had to have this like sad moment when the machine terminates. Sam Worthington’s character was quite sad but I guess he had a purpose. all in all, the movie was good.
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So mahjong last night… another sleepless session. Went terrible the first round…. kept feeding Jeremy like it was christmas!!! And sy starved me like it was WW3….. good thing i won enough to slowly lose it to Jeremy. Had pizza for dinner and Kitty bought cakes for us… courtesy of IMH. YUP! Institute of Mental Health. And yes, kitty is currently working there. Had curry rice for supper…. OooOOoooo….. YUMS….
second round of mahjong went well… won….
after sy goes into army next Monday, we’re gonna be another player short!!
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Got my SIM UOB letter of offer today…. 3 years…. and I HAVE TO TAKE UP CHINESE FOR 2 SEMSTERS!!! WTF!?!?!?!? I have about 2 weeks to get back to them. But now it seems as if my parents are thinking of sending me overseas to AU cause I got accepted into Curtin (1.8yrs) and Griffith…. unfortunetly after my dad said that they were pretty hell bent on keeping me in SG, I didn’t open my letter of offer from Griffith so I have no idea how long they are offering me and when the offer expires. And so now, the attachment in my Griffith email cannot be opened and I have to wait till Tuesday to find out if their offer still stands…. timing is SHIT…. they’re having a long weekend this week…. ugh….
I think the folks still have it in their heads that they want me in NUS or NTU…. goodness….. *sigh*….. they’ve got their heads in the clouds whilst I have mine in the mud. I pyschoed myself over the last month, convincing myself that staying here is better and now signs of them reconsidering to send me to AU is making me confused and taking the wind out of me wanting to study at all. I have to admit that 2yrs instead of 3yrs is a lot more tempting but it took my a month to convince myself that SG was better. Honestly, in my whole educational life, my parents have been the ones paving the way… the built the road and I just walk on it. They say turn right, I turn right. Although there were times when I did manage to make a few adjustments. I honestly don’t know what to do now and would probably just do what they wanted me to.
And thinking about how old I am going to be when I graduate is just….. turning me off. I regret not working harder in Secondary school BUT at the same time, I wouldn’t give up anything about the time I spent in ITE or Poly. If I hadn’t gone there at the time I did, I wouldn’t have met the people I know today and I wouldn’t give that up for anything. I just wish I was 2 years younger than I am now… hahaha…
UGH….. fucking confused and just….. freaking aimless…..
