6.43am

I’m feeling the pressure…
the pressure of getting good grades… 
but somehow I can’t help but feel pessimistic  

I need to get an average of a B for my modules….
and yet, I feel I am unable to do so…

I need to As the COMS blog…
generate comments…
have a really good finally post…
do really well for the project….
hope and pray the prof won’t be an asshole and play biases
I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel…

CSE….
the module that saddens me…
theory wise I am screwed….
I just hope my projects are enough to pull up my grade to a C…
hoping to drive myself crazy for finals…
maybe a B is still possible? 

I am trying to be optimistic about Sociology cause there’s still hope for that…
and I kinda like the subject so I am hoping studying for it won’t be annoying….

I am hoping ESL will be the one to brighten up my day….
english…
essay…. journals….
so far so good…
i think…
I’ve been to class  every lesson….

in a nutshell..
UNI’s been giving me a lot of worry….
I can’t find but have the feeling of helplessness….
I can’t help but feel like giving up is the only option….
so stressed out about it…
I need a lot of time to study…
UGH…. not making it any easier…

FUCK IT.